Rama with wavering mind

Rama is trying to think positively. He is replying Lakshmana.Lakshmana!are you seeing the clouds in the sky?They are looking like mountains.Sun rays are absorbing waters from the seas and is looking like full term pregnant woman,delivering rain.Clouds are looking like steps ,on which we can easily reach the sun and decorate him with garlands.White clouds are looking red during sunset and appearing as if sky is wounded and it has bound the wound with white cloth.slow breeze is like exhaling with frustration and sky is appearing to be a woman in frustration for her lover. Parched and dry land is releasing hot vapours when rain is falling on it.Earth is appearing like Seetha,who is weeping for her husband.waterfalls,and fragrance of the flowers is reminding me of Sugreevas enthronement.Lightning among black clouds is appearing as if Seetha is sitting on Ravanas lap. These nights,where there is neither moon nor stars ,might be congenial for lovers.All these trees,flowers,natures beauty,...every thing is reminding me of Seetha and my frustration for her presence is increasing minute by minute.Do you see these peacocks and hens/ Some sre dancing,some are making noises and others are idly sitting and watching others. It is as if musical night in on the go here. Bharatha would have brought all the necessary ingredients before rainy season started.When ever I go some where and return to Ayodhya,people of Ayodhya give sounding welcome and Sarayu river would be flowing fast at this time of the year. Sugreeva has acquired what ever he wanted.Now,he is happy and enjoying with his wife.Where as I have lost my wife ,my kingdom. I am like a bank which had been damaged by the force of the strong currents of rivulets.Lakshmana!I am unable to bear this sorrow.It is not easy for me to pass over this rainy season.Ravana is an impeccable foe. Can I win over him?Can we pass over these difficulties and live happily? See!Sugreeva had been away from his wife for a very long period. So,he is not thinking of us,now. He is involved in enjoying himself with his wife.Would he care to think of us at least in winter? Lakshmana could not pacify his brother. but,still he tried. Rama!be patient. Sugreeva is sure to stand on his given word.Please wait till the arrival of winter.